SOuL

[Jon]

Ehh, I know this sucks. lol

One of the best ways for a warrior to reflect is solitude and that's currently what Brooke Tessmacher is doing just moments before she goes up against one of the biggest matches since she decided she needed to evolve the only companionship she has right now is the dimly lit lights giving off their slightly warm embrace and the crates lining the corridor that the equipment get put into.

Brooke Tessmacher After everything that has transpired around me these past few days, weeks, and months I think I can honestly say at the end of the day. I'm not ready to make nice and I'm mad as hell. I don't have the time to go round and round and round, coincidentally AJ that's what's going to happen. We're going to fight like neither one of us has anything to lose. But there is one difference between the both of us and it's that I don't have nothing to lose at the end of the day whereas you have the worry about losing face to what everyone right now considers a fluke.

Brooke starts pacing around the empty corridor lost in her very emotions. In a way to release it all she takes a quick punch at the wall in a fit of rage.

Brooke Tessmacher AJ the only thing I got right now that you and everyone else around here cannot deny is my heart and my soul. Up to this point I admittedly have been apathetic and just going through the motions but that all ends with you AJ I just want you to remember it's not personal at the end of the day it's just business and that's why all of us are here. I will admit you do have something I want, no let me rephrase that despite all of your psychotic ways you got something I need.

Brooke pauses trying to think of a way to put what she wants to say into words but realizes it's just best to come out and say what she wants to say without diluting and losing it's effects.

Brooke Tessmacher I want the respect that you have and one giant way of earning that isn't by pinning you that is way to easy..... No tonight AJ in my entire tenure here I'm going to do something I've never done before and that's do everything to make you tap. The way I see it is when you tap you are admitting the person who mad you tap is dominant over you and for me that's what I need to be able to prove to the world I'm not a fluke and that I'm for real. Hell, I don't care about proving to the world I'm not a fluke I'm more interested in proving to myself that I am not a fluke because no matter what I do people will always have the mindset that I'm a brainless ass shaking waste of space. I am not sweating what people think of me they're entitled to that I'm more concerned at the end of the day what I think of myself. AJ I want to look in the mirror and be able to look at my reflect and say no matter what the others think of me I done what I needed to do to at least earn there respect and that's why I got to do what I'm setting out to do. *sigh* I hope you remember at the end of the day respect is earned. Heart, Soul, and passion is something that you're born with and you can't learn.

Brooke drops to her knees and let's out a scream that is almost symbolic of releasing all the frustration that had built up in her up to this point and sending it into the air to be carried further away from her