I meant it when I said I wanna get well
Posted: Sun Mar 24, 2013 10:42 pm
But couldn't find a way, I just cry for days
I'm so depressed, soak in wet, I can't rest
These thoughts just beat me to death I'm un-kept
I thought of a song my mom used to sing in church
But it's been so long I can't remember the words
Those words from the Manafest song featuring Trevor McNevan have been digging to the very being of Brooke Tessmacher lately. Sure, Cena has been making her at least feel somewhat wanted in the backstage area but not enough to really kill the loneliness she has been feeling.
Todd Grisham: You really look like a bundle of excitement today, Brooke.
Brooke Tessmacher: I'm not really sure what the point of being excited about is right now Todd, I got to face Layla, whom I have quite of bit of respect for and in the same token someone who I thought was a friend of mine has not been returning my texts are calls.
Todd Grisham: It's going to be alright.
Brooke Tessmacher: I don't know Kelly has been ignoring me and my sister is back home in Houston, I wish right now I could just pick up the phone and call her but really don't want to keep bothering her with my problems.
Todd Grisham: So what about your match?
Brooke Tessmacher: Todd, despite the moments where I feel like nothing is going right for me right now. I remember a song my mom used to sing in church, heck and I promised her I would never quit. As for my match I'm going to considering it another part of the road trip and the destination is about me
Brooke pauses for a moment.
I meant it when I said I want to get well Todd and part of the medication for bettering myself would be a win on Warfare. There is days when I remember that there will be days the struggle can consume us and others where instead of grabbing the bull by the horns we need to become the bull instead. Layla, I respect her but for myself I have got to win this match
Despite what happens at the end of the match though I'm still going to have mad respect for and all that she has accomplished during her tenure her.
Todd Grisham: Well Good luck.
Scene fades to black.
I'm so depressed, soak in wet, I can't rest
These thoughts just beat me to death I'm un-kept
I thought of a song my mom used to sing in church
But it's been so long I can't remember the words
Those words from the Manafest song featuring Trevor McNevan have been digging to the very being of Brooke Tessmacher lately. Sure, Cena has been making her at least feel somewhat wanted in the backstage area but not enough to really kill the loneliness she has been feeling.
Todd Grisham: You really look like a bundle of excitement today, Brooke.
Brooke Tessmacher: I'm not really sure what the point of being excited about is right now Todd, I got to face Layla, whom I have quite of bit of respect for and in the same token someone who I thought was a friend of mine has not been returning my texts are calls.
Todd Grisham: It's going to be alright.
Brooke Tessmacher: I don't know Kelly has been ignoring me and my sister is back home in Houston, I wish right now I could just pick up the phone and call her but really don't want to keep bothering her with my problems.
Todd Grisham: So what about your match?
Brooke Tessmacher: Todd, despite the moments where I feel like nothing is going right for me right now. I remember a song my mom used to sing in church, heck and I promised her I would never quit. As for my match I'm going to considering it another part of the road trip and the destination is about me
Brooke pauses for a moment.
I meant it when I said I want to get well Todd and part of the medication for bettering myself would be a win on Warfare. There is days when I remember that there will be days the struggle can consume us and others where instead of grabbing the bull by the horns we need to become the bull instead. Layla, I respect her but for myself I have got to win this match
Despite what happens at the end of the match though I'm still going to have mad respect for and all that she has accomplished during her tenure her.
Todd Grisham: Well Good luck.
Scene fades to black.